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Who knows how long i've loved you?
you know i love you still.
Will i wait a lonely lifetime
If you want me to
I will.
-the beatles

it is hot in here

We all grow into the beautiful person
that we're supposed to be
-some earlier,some later

0310209

With loaded gun, choke it, take aim at my self,and pull it.
B A N G !!!!!

is it so hard to do????

All you have to do just say sorry,
and then ill be what you want
Some kind bad ass irritating "i dont care" person
But you even so you still didnt do that

And i keep wondering why the reason you did that
So, what am i gonna do?
Hating you or missing you?

Its kinda weird what im feelin now

Now,, my self like lossed up some problem.. I feel free!!
This is what i wanted, this is who i really am inside
Finally i found myself
Not attached more with some memories
Fighting for a chance with my own risk
I know now, THIS IS WHO I REALLY AM!!!!

And i promised to myself, this gonna be my first and my last regret
Now im rebulding my dream for sure... :D

The list

the cities that i hate
1.Magelang : Because its my home town and her hometown too...
2.Semarang: Its too hot for meand the polution,,pheeeewwwww and dont forget! the mosquito's,they are so f***in big... and of course.... (???)

Thanks to my friend for inspiring me...

It requires more courage to suffer than to die,as long as you still humming her name in your pray,,, you and your love will live forever....